I'm Coming Back

i was kinda amazed when i visited my own blog. couldn't believe i started this since 8 years ago, like for real? i was a cool kid, huh?

i used to write anything like my daily life, romance... oh that shit, why did i write about that? shameful. i need to put them in draft right away.

now i've grown up, if i can say. i'm not the same as how i used to be. i'm becoming someone who's more into something make-sense, no longer a lovey-dovey. ew. i'm gonna stop it here.

well, when i saw my blog, i realized that it's something that growing up together with me. i kinda regret it now, like why i didn't just keep writing, even though there were so much unimportants. it'd be a history which i can re-read all the time in the end. such as diary. i don't write diary actually, just sort of. nevermind.

then today, i've decided to make a re-opening for this stuff. i want to start writing, whatever i want. but, i hope it'd be more useful, full of informative shits, who knows if i can influence people, huh? well not that big. i don't expect people to read it too. lol. i just need a medium to let my mind out. you know, i'm in an age where it's getting pretty difficult for me to talk about "me" to others, like directly. i can do that, but sometimes i think it'd make people bored. some people also won't really put their ears on, they don't really listen. so yeah. you know what i mean.

i hope, i can be as consistent as i can, like how i used to be.

see you next time.