the past two weeks have been difficult for me. i feel like drowning somewhere that makes me not me anymore. i feel afraid, in pain, sad, confused, and angry, all of the negative vibes hit me really bad. i know myself better than anyone so i know something wrong happens at the moment. i want to run and disappear and just leave everyone behind. i wanna be free but there's a wall in front of me that i can't even climb, at least for now because i still need to wait. i do hope the bomb won't suddenly explode, hope it'd ring the bell first so i can prepare myself. it'd be even better if i can throw away the bomb so i won't hurt myself or anyone around me.
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